what comes next? How many more shitty nights and tired mornings of this can I take?
I'm not sure what to blame. Is it really my undying dedication to become something more than your average 9-5er? Or, as I fear, as it just my nature of irresponsiblity rearing it's ugly head.
I've looked at everything school has to offer, and I'm not going to lie, alot of it is really interesting. But thats where it ends, interesting. None of it seems fufilling. I can't picture working of these professions, waking up and saying to myself "Yes! This is everything I have dreamed life could be. I have won." Maybe no matter what you do a morning like that simply will never happen.
Maybe.
